By: Bijay Kant Dubey
In days gone by I used to be
A potter who would feel
His fingers mould the yielding clay
To patterns on his wheel;
But now, through wisdom lately won,
That pride has gone away,
I have ceased to be the potter
And have learned to be the clay.
In other days I used to be
A poet through whose pen
Innumerable songs would come
To win the hearts of men;
But now, through new-got knowledge
Which I hadn’t had so long,
I have ceased to be the poet
And have learned to be the song.
I was a fashioner of swords,
In days that now are gone,
Which on a hundred battlefields
Glittered and gleamed and shone;
But now I am brimming with
The silence of the Lord,
I have ceased to be sword-maker
And have learned to be the sword.
In by-gone days I used to be
A dreamer who would hurl
On every side an insolence
Of emerald and pearl.
But now I am kneeling
At the feet of the Supreme
I have ceased to be the dreamer
And have learned to be the dream.
Shaper
Shaped as a poem is all about how deceptively man thinks of his power and glory
and what it turns out to be in essence; how the State of Things and how the ultimate
realization of the self, the admission of it by none the else but the persona
himself. Our ego, pride and hypocrisy let us not know the truth. The Will of
God is behind it all which but we know it not, feel it not. How the Divine Scheme
of Things which is but not hidden from anyone! Only the fools pride over their shallow
knowledge, Eliot’s The Hollow Men, the wise say it not. But man drunken with
power, pelf and position thinks it not. How does hypocrisy get deflated is the
thing herein? How does the balloon of self-ego burst it? How the intrigues of
man which but he himself is not in the know of! It is ignorance which but lets
him not realize in time. But Alexander Pope’s ‘A little learning is a dangerous
thing’ works as an eye-opener showing the way to all with, ‘Where angels fear
to tread’. In the words of Kabir, where the mart is small put you it not
diamonds on display, for purchase, as for that a gemmologist is needed who can
recognize the real worth and price of the gem or the jewel under cover. Thomas
Gray felt about the streaks of genius in those lying in the country churchyard who
could have definitely attained the heights of glory had they got the opportunities.
So, there is nothing to be proud of.
A little learning
is a dang'rous thing;
Drink deep, or taste not the Pierian spring:
There shallow draughts intoxicate the brain,
And drinking largely sobers us again.
----Alexander Pope in An
Essay on Criticism
Who has genius? Who has not? Who is talented and who not? How to say it?
Talent will flower if it is reared, nurtured. Do not think that he or she is not
talented, only you are talented. He or she too has the streak of genius which
but we know it not. Have we tried to know them? Who is gifted with what
capabilities? Who is with what abilities? We have just tried to learn to
suppress. Let us quote a stanza from Gray again:
Full many a gem
of purest ray serene,
The dark unfathom'd caves of ocean bear:
Full many a flower is born to blush unseen,
And waste its sweetness on the desert air.
Are the wild flowers not beautiful? Some are definitely ravishingly beautiful which but we know it not.
Some
village-Hampden, that with dauntless breast
The little tyrant of his
fields withstood;
Some mute inglorious Milton
here may rest,
Some Cromwell guiltless of his
country's blood.
----Thomas Gray in Elegy
The poem
is a busting of self-ego and hypocrisy; human conceit and deceit. The poet’s
use of wit and intellect too can be taken into consideration. Where does
self-praise lead to ultimately? How the path of life and the world? Where does
it go to? How the time passing? When does wisdom take over to, one cannot say
it, when it dawns upon and the counsel comes to.
We are the hollow men
We are the stuffed men
Leaning together
Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!
Our dried voices, when
We whisper together
Are quiet and meaningless
As wind in dry grass
Or rats' feet over broken glass
In our dry cellar
-----T.S.Eliot in The Hollow Men
Harindranath
as a poet is a multi-faceted personality who tries to assimilate and
corroborate the assorted things, but the incongruities lead it to nowhere to
the finding of the doubt if he is a saint or not, a yogi or a bhogi, a man of
practical wisdom or mystical leaning. We appreciate his metaphysics, mysticism,
but his wit, conceit displaces us. We do not know it what he is, a mystic or a
communist.
How the
things have been shaped? How do the things and ideas get shaped? Whose art
where lies it in? How the art of the potter? Who the Potter of potters? Here we
get reminded of Kabir and his dohas; his artistry taking to the art of weaving
and the making of earthen pots. The charkha, the potter wheel, the cotton
carder, the images of this sort starts dancing before the eyes.
None can
say about the wheel of fortune turning over. None can about the time speeding
away. The things of the world are not so as we think about. To be a man is the
main thing. Have we ever tried to be a man? It is but in humility, humbleness.
While reading the poem, the mythological Irish coat of Yeats so richly
embroidered with dances before the eyes.
The poet
thinks over the realms of human delving swapping his positions, clutching time into
consideration, the dreams he dreams and the roles he plays. How did he use to be
a proud potter making the pottery of different shapes and designs? His art was
so unique that he used to shape the things artistically and magically with while
formatting and cycling, recycling the clay. But there came a time when distaste
overrode him and he too distanced himself with the art of pottery-making. Human
weakness and frailty took over and desisted from and he realized the futility
of doing the same work. Man himself is made from clay then what to pride over
as a potter?
Again, when he took to the pen for scribbling his feelings and emotions on paper, jotting down the things of the heart, he felt it within himself that he was but a master of words, a music maker, a word maker. But there came a time when he felt poetry nothing before newly-found knowledge. Fact and reason questioned his sentimentality and emotionalism and he felt the inner crisis, the split between faith and doubt, fact and fiction. What can it poetry give to? Why to write poetry? What does humanity need it most? The poet too a part of poetry.
The poetic dilemma is one of One Day I Wrote Her Name by Edmund Spenser:
But came the waves and washed it away:
Again I wrote it with a second hand,
But came the tide, and made my pains his prey.
"Vain man," said she, "that dost in vain assay,
A mortal thing so to immortalize;
For I myself shall like to this decay,
And eke my name be wiped out likewise."
"Not so," (quod I) "let baser things devise
To die in dust, but you shall live by fame:
My verse your vertues rare shall eternize,
And in the heavens write your glorious name:
Where whenas death shall all the world subdue,
Our love shall live, and later life renew.
Again he
saw himself in the image of a sword-maker whose swords were brandished in wars;
many a battle was fought and lost. So many were killed and annihilated. But the
victory of the sword last it not long. It neither could win his heart nor could
give a life-long glory. Returning from the battlefield, he brooded over the
futility of wars and the element of bloodshed, hatred, animosity, brutality and
violence it inculcated in unnecessarily at the cost of innocent human blood
shed so mercilessly and cruelly. How long can man talk of war and warring
rather than peace, the peace of mind which but gives it final consent and
repose? But the reality none strove to know it that he was himself but a sword.
None has come to feel that the silence of the Lord is all that we seek unto
Him.
Again he
imagined himself as a dreamer who goes about dreaming, seeing sweet dreams. He
went the way the stone-dealer, the diamond merchant went it priding over
diamonds, emeralds and pearls, but the dreams remained it dreams and he felt it
deceived. Where does it lie in the real joy? What does it last unto the last? He
mumbled and fumbled over thinking it, putting upon the roles. What was actually
his role of play? Poetry as the theatre of life and he rehearsing a drama is
the thing in reality. But the dreamer too knows it not that he too himself but
a dream dreamt and the drama may be a good one or a bad one.
The
Shaper shaped it and now it is unto the man, upto the self to realize it what
it has been shaped and how the things of the world. What a life to lead! What
it the truth of life! But the problem
lies it with us that we feel it not. Know thyself, is the thing which the poet
means to reveal it through the poetic images.